I'd like to know how someone just fucking strolls into Auschwitz and takes the fucking gate sign that means "work will set you free". Just tell me that right fucking now.

It's sickening how people these days will just take anything they want, with or without caring about the consequences. I don't even know what to say, but I was nauseated when I watched the poor survivors talk about how hurt they were to know that someone could be such a fucking prick and take the sign. You know that it was a group effort, so probably some wanna-be neo nazi fuckers, or just someone that hates the polish.

Go die. I hope they find you and throw you in jail.

Ughh. I hate xmas. But love it all the same. Doesn't make sense, eh?


List...
Kiyo - x1; done
Rachel - x1; done
Vikki - x2; done - being shipped
Bunny - x1; done
Dave - x1; done - being shipped
Mara- x1; done - being shipped after dec 31st

Mom- pending
Dad - pending
Matt - Pending
Brother- pending
sister - pending
step-mom - pending

Amanda - pending
Clean - pending
Ashley - pending

GUHHHH. FUCKING HELL. i'll end up getting people giftcards when i can't find them something good..

Here's just a list.. or whatever, of things I really would like for Xmas.

-- "MADE IN PHILLY" ( Large, Black ) - www.cafepress.com/+made_in_philly_womens_vneck_dark_tshirt,113601913
-- "215 FOREVER" ( XL Pick the Color!) - www.cafepress.com/+philly_215_forever_womens_cap_sleeve_tshirt,190329173
-- "Jacob's Ladder" Movie
-- "Twilight" Movie (YES I KNOW, STFU I WANT IT)
(xxx taken)-- Lithuanian Language Book, like a phrase book, or one of those small starter booklets.
-- Yu Yu Hakusho Wallscrolls, mainly Yusuke
-- Borders or BnN Gift Card
-- Money
-- Art for my characters; Akane, Velera (WITHALISTAIRLOL), LK, etc.
-- Wawa Gift Card
-- "Hunchback of Notre Dame" Movie
-- Elvis Greatest Hits CD (LOL SHUT UP. I FANGIRL HIM)
-- Silent Hill Poster
-- ALISTAIR <3 (LOL JKJK)
-- Assassin's Creed (PS3)
-- "Team Jacob" Shirt -- www.cafepress.com/+team_jacob_distressed_womens_vneck_dark_tshir,408402467
-- "Final Fantasy: Advent Children" Movie -- cgi.ebay.com/Final-Fantasy-VII-Advent-Children-DVD_W0QQitemZ120498204879QQcmdZViewItemQQptZUS_DVD_HD_DVD_Blu_ray
-- MONEEEEY LOL
-- Three Days Grace Posters
-- My Chemical Romance Posters
-- Anything Oriental that I can decorate my room with.
-- "FMA Clock" -- cgi.ebay.com/FullMetal-Alchemist-Pocket-Watch-Bag-Xmas-Gift-W81_W0QQitemZ250540404211QQcmdZViewItemQQptZAU_Watches
-- "FMA Shirt" -- Women's Large -- cgi.ebay.com/NEW-Fullmetal-Alchemist-Anime-Black-T-Shirt-All-Size_W0QQitemZ220518439364QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0
-- "Anastasia" The Animated Movie -- cgi.ebay.com/Anastasia-DVD-2002_W0QQitemZ120494997503QQcmdZViewItemQQptZUS_DVD_HD_DVD_Blu_ray
--Hetalia Charm -- cgi.ebay.com/Hetalia-Axis-Powers-Lithuania-fastener-acessory-strap_W0QQitemZ250483614156QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0


Biiiig Presents
-- Brown - Size 8 -- www.lifestride.com/Shopping/ProductDetails.aspx
-- Color Nova Green Eye Contacts -- 0.00 Power -- color-my-eyes.com/p-123-colornova-green.aspx
-- Dragon Age: Origins - Collector's Edition - PS3
-- Elfen Lied Anime Series -- cgi.ebay.com/Anime-Elfen-Lied-Complete-NEW-Factory-Sealed-DVDs_W0QQitemZ120478477755QQcmdZViewItemQQptZUS_DVD_HD_DVD_Blu_ray
-- New Comforter! Preferred purple, black, or a rich red. I like cotton, not like that crazy silky stuff that you can slide off of, or it's cold when you first curl up in it. xD
-- "Fullmetal Alchemist" complete series




more to come if I feel like it . . . xD

HAPPY TURKEY MASSACRE DAY!

I ate. And now I'm ready for fucking Friday.
I won't be here all weekend, so don't try to catch me folks.
I love you all, kbai!

What's your daily internet "routine"?


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wellp. i'm 20 today!
i had a good weekend. first off went to my dad and had a big dinner with him. i missed him, haven't been in philly for over a month so i'm deprived.

kiyo and everyone in the DnD group was really great. i didn't think they'd go through so much trouble for me, i'm usually a huge pain in the ass. we gamed for sometime and then went out to dinner at carrabas (i think thats what its called) and the food was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC and they got me a cake there, and the waiter was awesome. good ol' italian restaurants. i plan to take kiyo and vicky for their birthdays to longhorn in philly. that place has some GREAT steaks.

we went to go see the fourth kind too. that movie wasn't scary.. just disturbing. very.
i got upset a few times and almost cried.

the group surprised me again and i got to each chocolate cake and they sung to me.
i cried like a little bitch and got all emotional. xD i hate doing that infront of people, even friends. i just feel like such a dork
but yeah.. this weekend was great! mom is having cake tonight for me. but i don't know what's going on after that.. fft.

OMIGOD. DRAGON ORIGINS <333 me and kiyo can't get enough of it. they got me that too. xD *spoiled*

Thanks again to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! /got me a gift/ etc

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[X] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[X] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[X] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[ ] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[X] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[X] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 2

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[ ] You have glasses.
[X] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[X] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 3

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 4

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[ ] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[ ] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[ ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron
[x] You’re an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 2

Sexy Character
[x] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[ ] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[x] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2

Loli/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[ ] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 2


Beat Up Nice Guy Character
[ ] You get picked on by your friends
[ ] You get picked on by classmates
[ ] You don't get angry when your picked and just let it slide
[ ] When people have a problem your usually the one who's blamed even if its not your fault
[ ] Your almost always smiling
[ ] You get ignored when in big groups
Total: 0

ANGRY CHARACTER. LOLOL

tonight i was rear-ended by an SUV.
someone in front of me jammed on their brakes and i stopped right before hitting them, i had a good foot infront of me too. so it was fine.
however~

a lady that i guess wasn't paying attention, slammed into the back of me - making me hit the person in front of me
i jolted forward and then backwards, smacked the back of my head on the seat - it kind of hurt but i was freaking out too much by then to care

so, like the civil person i am. (for once) i drove into the telford inn parking lot and parked there, she did the same thing.
i got out and looked at the back of my car, and do you know what I saw? nothing.
NOTHING.

it was the same as it had been before i was in the accident.
the old woman's car however.. the front of it was cracked (on the grill?) and forced the hood of the car to be jammed into a popped position

the car that i hit was nowhere to be found, and i'm kind of glad for that. they must've had no insurance or something. my front was unblemished too. the only thing wrong with my car is that the pirate bumper stick had been torn off in the wreckage.
hawww

none of us were hurt and the lady was very chill about it, and said she'd just need to get her car fixed and that she was glad it was just that and nothing too serious. bitch must've been riiich. LOL GET MAH SOCIAL SECURITY WEE

GUIERMO MY LOVE, YOU ROCK.
he's had a history for failing hard on curbs and popping two tires at once, but when it comes to cars actually hitting him?
he's a mother fucking tank. he don't take no shit.

Age meme:
[x ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit/debit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x]You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quickly.
TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the Internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 22

LOL NICE. THATS ABOUT RIGHT I GUESS. EHEHE

I must be really dumb or something.

FUCK UPS AND GAMESTOP.
I WANT MY GAME TODAY, BUT NOOOOOOOooooo

kolkolkolkolkol


stupid work and stupid meetings.
GGRRRHHH WHY IS THAT JERK GOING TO WORK THERE. HES JUST GOING TO GET US IN TROUBLE SOMEHOW.


i hope that german kid doesn't come back either.. i'll murder him for playing with my emotions AND LYING OUT HIS ASS >( 
i already have enough bad luck with russians lolol

i've been in a pretty good mood lately
that only means i'll be fucking up in the near future LOL

anyway. i'll be working at creamy acres again this year -- scaring little children and adults.. fun stuff. xD
it just sucks because my thursdays, fridays, and saturday nights of october are going to be booked up because of the hours for work.
the pay is good, but being abused by my crazy perverted bosses is not cool. </3

depending on how good i am with attending, i might take halloween off.
but they're already bitching at people for even thinking about it hehe

ffffft
dnd with the others was fun tonight, pretty comical but I kept getting distracted and my head always blurs over when I'm kiyo's house.
SIREN <33

Stole'd from Feliks lol.

Comment and I'll;
1) Respond with something random about you.
2) Tell which song or movie film movie reminds you of them.
3) Pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4) Say something that only makes sense to the two of us.
5) First memory of you.
6) The animal you remind me of.
7) Ask something that I've always wondered about you.
8) Tell my favorite thing about them.
9) Tell my least favorite thing about them.
10) If you play, you MUST post this on yours if you want to

i'm in a shitty mood. my parents have been treating me like a fucking servant this entire week so far, and the weekend that just passed. i've been cleaning almost everything, cleaning UP AFTER THEM, because they will leave their shit behind and expect me to get it.

my mom tells me i'm the laziest person she's ever known though.. how oxymoron is that?

i've been getting name calls like 'bitch' 'theif' 'selfish brat' and wonderful stuff like that. and they refer to me as "she" when i'm standing right there infront of them. like i don't matter enough to be talked to directly.


today, i watched my brother as usual and took him to the park, but all he wanted to do was go to blockbuster and sit at home. i got so fed up with him whining and complaining at me, that i just drove him back home and sat in the kitchen while he just did his thing; watch tv and throw things.

and when i came back from getting my pizza, my parents were home and they demanded that I let my brother have a bite of my pizza. mind you, this is a personal pan pizza, so it's only 4 little slices but it does the job of filling up my stomach. not this time.

"this is my pizza!" is what i got from my brother. he took one bite from one of the whole slice and walked away, eating the rest of it. i almost threw a fit when BOTH my parents told me to stop being selfish and acting like a 5 year old. they laughed it off when he took it too so it didn't make me feel any better.

it was my fucking DINNER. i drove for 10 minutes to get there and then 10 back for what, so my food could be eaten by someone else? i was so mad i coudln't even enjoy my other slices.

-- a few minutes ago my step dad commanded me to go and clean out the hallway, that has a shit load of bags and heavy boxes because he's going to make me help him drag a 300 lbs treadmill up into his room. i also had to clear out my mom's room too, so once again, i was stuck cleaning up after their shit they left behind. fuck my life.


i really hate being here. i'm glad school is starting up again. fuck them all.
someone save me

oh look. the number eight. hai axel

8 - the Asserter

 

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

 

How to Get Along with Me

• Stand up for yourself... and me.

• Be confident, strong, and direct.

• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.

• Give me space to be alone.

• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.

• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

 

What I Like About Being a EIGHT

• being independent and self-reliant

• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

• being courageous, straightforward, and honest

• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

• upholding just causes

 

What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to

• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

• never forgetting injuries or injustices

• putting too much pressure on myself

• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

 

EIGHTs as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

• are sometimes loners

• seize control so they won't be controlled

• figure out others' weaknesses

• attack verbally or physically when provoked

• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves asthe strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

 

EIGHTs as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

• are sometimes overprotective

• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

I'll be in wildwood for a bit. So if anyone's wondering where I am, now you know.
Hopefully this week will be good, and I won't have a fucking anxiety attack like I did a couple days ago.
My period's gone, so that's a plus. I love swimming so damn much even though the water is icky. :< 

We managed to book the Holiday Inn for 150 a night for the upcoming Otakon.
If we recruit about 6-7 people altogether, we should be paying 95-100$ bucks with tax.
Not bad, considering the hotel is right across the fucking street from the convention center!

I just got back from fuckin WALMART for the three hours of pain and misery of following my mother around as she shopped for food and last-minute shit. I almost died a little bit when the final price was almost half of a fucking grand. Geezus christ. -facepalm-

Anyway, I have a lot of stuff to do tomorrow. Drop my brother off at my aunt's, meet up with people (hopefully), go to kohls, pack, get other shit done with mom. Ffftttttt.

Because I saw Rachel do it, I feel inclined to do it now. LAWL

( dnd character meme )

Otakon 2010 anyone?

Yeah, I already booked a hotel that's pretty tight at the Sheraton Inner Harbor hotel.
It's literally connected to the convention center, so we're set for not traveling around much. We may have to find parking, but I know of a good one that's pretty cheap.

Right now the overall total for this hotel is 1045.12, it's about 345 a night with tax and what not.
We have plenty of room, and I think we may just end up cramming about 12 people in there so everyone pays a good fee of 90 dollars each for the entire weekend. It might be a tight fit, but it's well worth it so no one is paying out of their asses for a spot in the room! As long as you used deodorant and shower, we'll be good. :3

There's two double beds there, so people can switch and rotate who sleeps on the beds, plus they can bring air-mattresses if they want.

If anyone is interested, let me know. I have to know by the middle of this year, because I'm going to be making a contract again that everyone has to sign and guarantee they'll pay the money or I sue the shit out of them.   :DDD 

Last Otakon, four people didn't use the room they intended to use, but they signed the contract anyway and tried getting their money back. LOL Good try guys, good try. I won't take it. D<

Otakon is July 29 - August 1. Friday to Sunday
I booked for July 28 to Aug 1st, Thursday to Sunday so we can get our preregistered done.

**Note: You don't have to fucking dress up for Otakon, you can just go and have a good time, buy shit, go to the rave, meet people and generally be a nerd. :D